wonders and intrigues
Nov. 21st, 2012 02:09 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
outofsynchit occurs to me that "lesbians" who date men and maintain their ownership of the "lesbian" label really piss me off. I think this compounded an already horrific experience to make for a very bad whirlwind.
it also occurs to me that being dumped for a guy hurts way more and pisses me off extremely more than being dumped for a girl.
i am not certain what to do with this information.
or the peace and sense of world order being re-established that i feel at this moment.
i do not think i will do anything with my recently found lack of hostility and disgust though. these aren't emotions to take lightly and i feel they may linger still even though they are sleeping. if i can't let them go and keep from using them as a lash against people, i shouldn't temp the tiger. (so to speak)
it also occurs to me that being dumped for a guy hurts way more and pisses me off extremely more than being dumped for a girl.
i am not certain what to do with this information.
or the peace and sense of world order being re-established that i feel at this moment.
i do not think i will do anything with my recently found lack of hostility and disgust though. these aren't emotions to take lightly and i feel they may linger still even though they are sleeping. if i can't let them go and keep from using them as a lash against people, i shouldn't temp the tiger. (so to speak)
