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outofsynchit seems when i am single that i come back to this point.
i get back in touch with my nature and my spirituality.
when heather left it was that book clay gave me. exploring my spiritual and emotional state to better align myself and accept myself.
and here again, i turn to thoughts of y.o.u., and my ruins, and my tarott deck that hasn't been played with in 2 years.
it seems that my spirituality is the first thing to go when i add a person to my life. it's the secret part of me that i don't share and don't know how to share.
i've always had a hard time sharing my secret self. the fragile, vulnerable nature that i know is there beneath everything. my spirituality doesn't have that hard shell around it to protect against the world and people's critiques, so i hide it to protect myself from it when i add people to my life.
and in hiding myself, i loose myself, and the key part of me that people fall in love with and connect with.
i get back in touch with my nature and my spirituality.
when heather left it was that book clay gave me. exploring my spiritual and emotional state to better align myself and accept myself.
and here again, i turn to thoughts of y.o.u., and my ruins, and my tarott deck that hasn't been played with in 2 years.
it seems that my spirituality is the first thing to go when i add a person to my life. it's the secret part of me that i don't share and don't know how to share.
i've always had a hard time sharing my secret self. the fragile, vulnerable nature that i know is there beneath everything. my spirituality doesn't have that hard shell around it to protect against the world and people's critiques, so i hide it to protect myself from it when i add people to my life.
and in hiding myself, i loose myself, and the key part of me that people fall in love with and connect with.
